I am sorry for your great loss. May you find comfort in Psalms 34:18 "Jehovah is close to the brokenhearted. He saves those who are crushed in spirit " . Our heavenly Father does not leave us without hope of seeing our love ones again. Acts 24 :15 assures us "There is going to be a resurrection ." May your warm memories also give you strength to endure these difficult times. With Deep Sympathy!